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Not so happy birthday [04 May 2003|12:43am]

[ mood | sad ]

Well, I couldn't sleep and it's 37 minutes into my birthday. You'd think I'd be excited or whatever, but how can I be excited when I've hurt everyone around me? Joey's upset, Laura's lying about the baby, Angel doesn't understand why her daddy and papa aren't speaking to each other or sleeping in the same room, Kelly -- need I say anymore about her?

Lets see, who else...

My dad; even though he dosen't anything, I can pretty much tell by the looks he gives me that he hates me

Stacey, Amit, and Heather, are MIA...usually they call me every week or so, but I haven't heard from them in nearly a month ... I guess I pissed them off too or something...

Justin, Chris, and JC are off doing whatever ... my entire fortune says they don't remember tomorrow ... if they do, that'll be the first time they've talked to me since Stacey and Chris split.

*goes to the kitchen and pours a single glass of wine - carries the bottle to the living room and sets it on the coffee table - walks over to a mirror and toasts* Happy birthday Lance. You've succeeded in upseting, hurting, or just plain pissing off everyone who's close to you. Good job *hurt/upset/sarcastic/+ more*

*downs the glass in one gulp and returns to sit before the fire, determined to finish the entire bottle alone*

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hi this place is dead [26 Apr 2003|12:17am]

[ mood | accomplished ]

t_boomkat should be added. >:O where are you lazy people.

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[17 Apr 2003|11:50pm]

[ mood | crushed ]

*looking at the test results*

With 98.9% certainty, the fetus in question is the result of sexual intercourse between the following parties:

1. Laura Carrubba
-- and --
2. James Lance Fatone

It...it can't be...this isn't right...nothing happened that night...nothing happened...

Oh Joey...baby...I don't know what to do...I swear nothing happened, but...98.9% ... that can't be right...something had to have happened with the results...but what...the labs...they wouldn't lie...they have no reason to...

Joey...I...I don't know to face you anymore and not worry if inside, you don't wany anything to do with me...the last thing I want to do is hurt you ro Angel...and with these results...baby I hurt you in the worst way possible...but I don't even remember...

*just stares at the results - tears blurring vision*

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[14 Apr 2003|08:27pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

My paid account ran out. >:o

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[10 Apr 2003|01:32pm]

Where is everybody?
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[ooops] [26 Mar 2003|12:52pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

[Oops yea I'm deleteing. I have no plot anymore and just yea. I dont have time for Chris. I only have 2 active chars left and thats easy for me to deal with. I went from 30 something to down to just a handfull now and I want to keep it like that. Chris isnt active. I never get on him anymore and when I do nobody is ever on or if they are they dont talk to me so its just yea. If you really want me around you know where to find me. *cough*JOIN!*cough*

And thats the end of that. It was fun ya'll. Really

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long update kinda [24 Mar 2003|09:10pm]

[ mood | content ]

I can't believe we're heading home soon - from the Bahamas! *pouts* But things can't always stay the way we want them to. I mean, everything has to change right? And where that came from I have no clue. Too much sun I guess.

Angel doesn't want to leave either. She has a blast every day doing something new. *grins at a memory* She even went scuba diving with me...well, Joey and I taught her how to snorkle and when she found out that I was going to go scuba diving, she asked if she could come along. How could I not say "no" to her? So, we went out past the breakers and I told her that she had to keep the breathing apperatise in her mouth at all times and to breath through her mouth. She picked up on that very fast when Joey and I taught her how to snorkle, so that was no problem. She had her own pair of goggles, from snorkling - they're pink with glitter on them - go figure *laughs* Well anyway, when we went under water, I held her in my arms so she could see. We didn't swim very far from the boat, and since the sea bottom wasn't that far from us, we swam down to the bottom and explored there for a while. Angel wanted me to let her out of the hold, but I really didn't feel comfortable about her swimming abilities - not yet at least. But to compinsate for that, I did let her direct me in which direction to go; what to pick up for her; and so on.

We found this bright shell too at the bottom. At first, I thought there was something in it but when I picked it up and turned it over, Angel nearly dropped her breathing apperatice. It was covered with Mother Of Pearl - it was breathtaking to a little girl. I hope we're not breaking any laws by doing so, but the shell is packed carefully away in a suitcase to bring home.

Angel wants to go scuba diving again when we get home. I think it would be a good idea for her - you know, to see what different fish and sea creatures live off the coast of Flordia and what lives off the coast of the Bahamas. Okay, that was my mother's son talking there. I'm finding myself looking at different ways to help Angel with learning stuff - like compairing and contrasting for one that. Okay, so that's another reason why I'm a "mama's boy" in a way. *glares teasingly* Hush it.

My only regret was that Bri couldn't be with us. I still would like to have a relationship with her. I mean she's my step daughter for Pete's sake. But Kelly is too stubborn to do anything but accuse me of something that did NOT happen. That is old news - it's over and forgotten about but yet she continues to rub what she is accusing me of in my face. And what's worse is that she is dragging Joey into this. That's what gets me right there. This - if there IS anything - is between myself and her, not Joey. Joey has nothing to do with her beef, yet he is constantly recieving the crock end of the deal. *takes deep breaths to stay calm*

Stacey and the kids are still in Sweden. It's like every time they're suppose to come home, they end up staying longer. Stace gal, just buy a house there *teasing* I hear the kids are doing great. James must be growing so fast and Lily too. I miss you all so much it's not even funny. Gal, you need to at least call mom. She's wigging out cause she hasn't heard from you in ages.

Well, Angel is starting to fuss a little so I better like, end this...

Bye everyone for now
comment back if you think it's all about the JoLa!

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greetings from Sweden [19 Mar 2003|03:09pm]

[ mood | content ]

Wow, long time no see or hear from me huh? Sorry :(

Lots has been going on with me, my boyfriend, and my girlfriend. Heather and I are in Sweden right now with Amit. He told his parents about the two of us and well...he's mom took it alright. But his dad...lets just say that his dad and my dad are very similar.

James are having a blast here but then again, he'd be having a blast anywhere - he's a 2 month old, what can you expect? I know Lily misses Chris, she talks about him constantly and every night she is asking me "when are we going back home?" I've tried calling Chris a couple of times while we were here, but he's never been home.

I would love to just stay here in Sweden for the rest of my life - it's so quiet and peaceful here - no fans running up to you because you're brother is a member of a popular group. I don't think the people here know about the relationship I share with Heather and Amit yet. But given time, they will find out - they always do. But that's not going to stop us from spending time in Sweden though. We, Amit and I, so had Heather going yesterday. We played a trick on her, telling her we were going to sell the three homes in the States and move to Sweden permentally. Oh the look on her face was priceless. Don't worry babydoll - we're not moving here - spending about half a year or so here, but not the entire year.

I heard Lance and Joey were in the Bahama's with Angel. She must also be having a blast there. The little girl is growing up so fast Lance tells me. She's starting school this year too and can't wait. Oh, and Lance, did Joey tell you the surprise yet? *giggles* He told me a few weeks ago what he was planning and he said that he was going to tell you in the Bahama's.

I find myself thinking of Chris a lot still. Don't get me wrong, I love Amit and Heather with all my heart. They're my soul mates - I truely believe we were meant to be together. But I still do love Chris. He's the father of my children and I will always have a special place in my heart for him. I do hope that even though we've been through a lot, he will still allow me to call him my friend.

Well, James is waking up from his nap, so I better end this greeting for now. We'll call everyone when we get back home and maybe we can all get together like the good old days. Speaking of which, the following people need to like, get in touch with me before I cry cause I miss them :(

Britney and Dan
Jessica and Nick
Sami and Tyler
Mom (especailly)

Don't make me do like my brother does and break out the water balloons and silly string cause you know I will ;)
Yes my brother has taught me well the art of soaking and stringing lol

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[18 Mar 2003|10:43pm]

[ mood | cold ]

Mumba Marshals St Patrick...

Ireland's answer to J-Lo Samantha Mumba was given the ultimate honour in Dublin yesterday when was was made Grand Marshal of the St Patrick's Day parade.

Yesterday was the 3rd anniversary of everyone's favourite ShowBiz web site, today ShowBiz Ireland is 3 years old and suffering a massive hangover!

But we still managed to get out there and report the news (in between pints of Guinness) - and what a St Patrick's day it was...

The sun shone on the thousands of Irish and foreign people all out celebrating as the St Patrick's Day parade made its way through Dublin's streets.

This year's Grand Marshal was none other than the stunning Samantha Mumba who sat on the back of an open topped sports car and waved to the crowd as she headed up the parade.

Pictures from yesterdays eventCollapse )

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[18 Mar 2003|11:28pm]

[ mood | ecstatic ]

So, I was crowned asshole of the year.

Really happy to say that I no longer own that title though.

I know Chrissy and I seemed to have been a little off but my feelings for her haven't changed and thankfully her feelings for me haven't changed either.

I visited her and we talked for a while and it really helped open my eyes. I don't want to be away from her any more. So I won't be. Simple as that. I'm going to be around this time.

If not for my girlfriend, for my wife.

*smiles* That's right, we eloped.

Sorry to anyone who wanted to be there, I just couldn't wait to have her as my wife. I honestly feel like I'm the luckiest man in the world. And she's such a sweetheart and she'll be treated as such from now on.

Right now we're in the Bahamas relaxing and it's nice. So yes, going to get back to that now. *laughs* Later.

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[18 Mar 2003|11:18pm]

[ mood | mellow ]


Ok so for all of you who saw Punk'd.

In my defense...

It was really elaborate ok?!

I mean they had stickers and notices and everything!

How was I supposed to know?!

Let me just say now, I really hate practical jokes. Especially ones that are made public on tv. *laughs*

Trace and Marty, don't think I won't get you back. You've both got it comin. HA.

And MOM?! *sniffs* I see how it is. *laughs*

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[18 Mar 2003|07:42pm]

[ mood | amused ]

I just have one thing to say.

Punk'd last night. Justin.. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. :X *dies for years* Your MOMMA was in on it, boy! HAHA! :p

>:o i have no room to talk 'cause that little kid fooled me BUT, i digress.

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[17 Mar 2003|08:22pm]

[ mood | hyper ]

Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

Kiss me, I'm Irish. :-*

:; riverdances off ;:
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[17 Mar 2003|07:21pm]

heh. Look, I'm updating. Not that you care, but hey, I'm updating. heh.
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[16 Mar 2003|09:29pm]

[ mood | crazy ]



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[15 Mar 2003|10:02pm]

[ mood | determined ]

I'm on SNL tonight. Watch. >:O

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[12 Mar 2003|10:34pm]

[ mood | cold ]

I'm stealing Chrissy because Jared is not around and there is nothing he can do about it.

She's going to come live me me because I said so and Tyler has no say in this just because. :: nods ::

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Uh yea [09 Mar 2003|08:55pm]

[ mood | bored ]

Journal is now friends only. Because teenies and posers suck ass so just comment if you wanna be added. which I doubt any of you do. But thats it

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[09 Mar 2003|04:59pm]

[ mood | determined ]

This place should live more. >:o Cause I said so. Yes, that is a good reason people!

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[09 Mar 2003|03:31am]

[ mood | bored ]

I'm here. Benji's mine. Got that? You better. I'm very protective and I aint afraid to fight for whats mine.

I aint good with introductions. So screw it. I'll do it when I feel like.

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